lostshieldandhammer:

Tfw you feel abandoned, discarded, avoided… and it makes you feel worthless and useless. Like all that matters is that you show up and keep things moving. I can’t do that today. I just want to walk off a cliff and keep walking. I want to crawl into the darkness of my closet and not come out. For now, I’m going back to bed. I just can’t make myself stay up or do anything. I’m anxious and panicked about tomorrow and how the results could possibly affect my life.

Get some sleep and take care of yourself, honey. I’m gonna be around all day if you want to chat or anything later. ❤