“I’m sorry.” He murmured again before a strangled laugh left his lips. “I know you’re not. I just… I want to be able to give you everything you want. I want to be able to do these things.” Seth found himself frowning. “C-Could we try again? I need a few moments but – but I can do this. I need to be able to do this.”
Derek frowned a little at how affected his boyfriend was. “Hey, hey, calm down.” he murmured, leaning to kiss him. He waited a moment until Seth had calmed and then leaned in to nuzzle. “We can try, but if I push you too far…Seth I can’t handle that.”