More stuff in queue, going mobile, so no more cuts for the night. More stuff tomorrow before work when I get up [depending on how late I pass the fuck out/wake up after passing out XD] . I’m always open to plots and stuff, so hit me up!
Seth had every right to be angry at Derek, but found that he couldn’t. He didn’t know what the other had been going through, and maybe trying to help had been a bad idea but it wasn’t something he could change now and even if he could, he doubted that he’d want to. After convincing everyone he was fine, Seth shakily made his way up to the roof, keeping a distance from Derek. “H-Hey.” He stated softly, crossing his arms as if he was trying to hold himself together. “It… It’s not your fault. What happened. It’s not your fault.” He wasn’t really sure if he was trying to convince Derek or himself more, though.
Derek tensed, unable to look at Seth for the moment. “I…I broke my promise.” he said, his voice betraying him and breaking even as he tried to keep it even. “I swore I would never hurt you. And I could have killed you. I should have known it was you even with the drugs they’d given me.” His legs lifted so he could wrap his arms around him. “I’m so sorry, Seth. I never wanted to force this on you.” He felt like he was breaking inside, that once forgotten thoughhtabout being cursed coming right back with a force so strong it made his chest feel heavy and it was hard to breathe. “I don’t blame you if you hate me. I can’t blame you for it. But…” But I still love you even if I’m a monster. he finished in his mind, hiding his face to try and wipe away the tears.
Derek sat out on the roof, eyes red from crying. He was home, but he didn’t want to be. He’d rather be dead than anywhere near the loft. He hadn’t meant to attack Seth, let alone bite him. They’d done a great job of bandaging and keeping Seth alive, but Derek couldn’t bear to be in the same room. He’d sworn to Seth he would never hurt him, and yet when he’d been kidnapped, trapped in a room surrounded by moonstone and drugged heavily, his first instinct had been to escape by any means, and it was too late to fix it. He was certain Seth would hate him, and it hurt so deep the only thing the alpha could do was sit on the roof where they’d shared so many nights just talking and cry.
“A-Are you drunk again?” Seth questioned softly as he stepped closer to the other male. Lifting his hand up, Seth gently grabbed a hold of the others hand, a slight frown on his face. “I thought we were stopping with doing all that?”
“Takes more than a beer to get an Arcadian drunk, Seth.” Alizair said as he sipped the bottle, chuckling. “Besides it’s root beer, not real beer. Gotta stay sober if I’m gonna keep my job, after all.” he said, offering the bottle. “Where ya been? Haven’t seen you in weeks. Thought you’d run off or something.”
“A-Are you drunk again?” Seth questioned softly as he stepped closer to the other male. Lifting his hand up, Seth gently grabbed a hold of the others hand, a slight frown on his face. “I thought we were stopping with doing all that?”
Elliot frowned a little. “Not drunk yet, love.” he replied. “Just a bad day, is all.” He moved to tug Seth into his lap. “Haven’t seen you in a few days. Missed you.”
When you turn on Beauty and the Beast for background noise while you do replies and suddenly want to go reread Lord of Thorns by @not-close-to-straight cuz it’s that’s damn good.
Whoo!! Ruining Disney classics with smutty fanfiction!!!
It’s so worth it, though! All the feels and fluff and smut and of course it’s Spideypool, so that makes it better.
When you turn on Beauty and the Beast for background noise while you do replies and suddenly want to go reread Lord of Thorns by @not-close-to-straight cuz it’s that’s damn good.
I am having Soft Thoughts for post-Avengers 4 when everyone comes back and Thor hopefully looks around for Loki but he is no where to be found which is Sad.
But then Thor finds a kitten outside the compound that is black with big green eyes that hisses and scratches and basically fluffs up in Rihteous Indignation when Thor picks it up and Thor KNOWS it’s Loki because he can feel his brothers magic and figures that Loki is too scared/traumatized after IW to shape shift.
So Thor just brings the scrappy thing inside and sets it up in his room and brings it the best food and yummy scraps from the table and the thing gets fat and lazy and happy and one day POOF it’s a very disgruntled full size Loki sitting in the cat bed with wet kitty food still around his lips because Thor just outright Good Vibed his brother into coming back because the God of Thunder is the Best.
Well, yes, of course 😉 ❤ As if there was any doubt.
All my bars are always open. I know you prefer mxm ships with your boys, so you always have yoir pick of my males. The girls are always open for friends, too
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