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Steve damn near sobbed against Tony’s shoulder once they were in the elevator. “Tony, please… please… I’m begging you… I promise… you’re the only alpha I want… I odn’t want anyone else… I didn’t want this… I swear.. I didn’t do anything to make him think I wanted him…” He looked up, tears in his eyes as he did so. “I want you… I need you… Please, Tony…. please… I know it’s too fast… I know… but I can’t… I can’t do this alone… I want all of you… want you to claim me… knot me… make me yours… please…”

Tony felt his chest clench at the words. “Shh, it’s okay, baby. I’m right here. I promise.” he assured. They’d been sowly working to get here, but thanks to some fool who couldn’t take no, they’d been rushed in their schedule before the topic of Steve’s next heat had come up. “I’ll take care of you, I swear.” he promised, kissing Steve’s temple. hen the elevator stopped, he knelt to pick Steve up bridal style. “Come on, I got you, baby. I swear.” he breathed. “Do you want a shower or the bed?” he asked.

Once in the room, Steve whined again, tears falling down along his face. “Bed… Tony, please… please… no showers, no baths… just you… an’ me… In bed together… I need you. Please don’t leave me alone with this.”

Tony moved to the bed, carefully laying Steve down. “Shh, Steve, I got you. I’m not going anywhere.” He promised, lifting a hand to brush away the tears. “I won’t leave you, I swear.” He assured, lickimg his lips as he leaned in to kiss the omega softly, hating the fact that Steve thought he would leave him. As he pulled away, he gently pulled at the hem of the shirt Steve wore. “Tell me to stop if you feel uncomfortable for any reason. Heat or no heat, if you don’t like the way I touch you, tell me no. Understood?” He asked, sliding one hand beneath thw fabric to run his fingers over Steve’s side. “I was yours a long time ago, I’m not going anywhere unless you tell me to, I swear.”

Induced Heat | lostshieldandhammer

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Steve damn near sobbed against Tony’s shoulder once they were in the elevator. “Tony, please… please… I’m begging you… I promise… you’re the only alpha I want… I odn’t want anyone else… I didn’t want this… I swear.. I didn’t do anything to make him think I wanted him…” He looked up, tears in his eyes as he did so. “I want you… I need you… Please, Tony…. please… I know it’s too fast… I know… but I can’t… I can’t do this alone… I want all of you… want you to claim me… knot me… make me yours… please…”

Tony felt his chest clench at the words. “Shh, it’s okay, baby. I’m right here. I promise.” he assured. They’d been sowly working to get here, but thanks to some fool who couldn’t take no, they’d been rushed in their schedule before the topic of Steve’s next heat had come up. “I’ll take care of you, I swear.” he promised, kissing Steve’s temple. hen the elevator stopped, he knelt to pick Steve up bridal style. “Come on, I got you, baby. I swear.” he breathed. “Do you want a shower or the bed?” he asked.

Reunion | lostshieldandhammer

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Steve nodded slowly and pressed up closer to Bucky, kissing him in return. “Yeah… I know… I should’ve known you’d find me. You always do after all, huh?” He kissed him again softly once more. “You could use a shower and some food, I’m thinking. Why don’t you go clean up and I’ll get some delivery food sent up if that sounds like a good plan to you?”

Bucky felt like an ache in his chest was going away finally. Feeling Steve kiss back was like heaven and he smiled into it, humming softly. “Yeah, it’d be nice, now that I know I found the right place.” he teased, moving to get up. He paused to lean over and kiss him again. “I’m finally home, Stevie.”

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“I simply wanted to check in with you,” Steve answered quietly as he walked closer to the thunder god. “You’ve been here alone for awhile. I was getting worried.” He rested a hand on the other’s shoulder. “Is there anything I can get you or do for you?”

Thor looked up as Steve approached, laughing in a sad, quiet way. “I didn’t register time, my apologies.” he replied. He shook his head a little. “My brother…he gave his life trying to protect me, to defend the people Thanos had killed.” he said. “Of everyone we have lost, I feel the deepest wound is the loss of my brother.”

Reunion | lostshieldandhammer

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Steve looked up at him slowly. “You… you remember…” he said quietly. “You remember us?” He set the bottle down on the coffee table and gripped Bucky’s hand in his own. “What do you remember? When did you remember?”

Bucky couldn’t deny how good it felt to feel Steve’s hand in his own. “I’ve remembered bits and pieces.” he replied. “I remember going out and pretending we were takin’ girls out but we’d never bring them home and we shared your bed.” he replied. “I remember always bein’ worried about ya when ya got real sick. Singing ya to sleep and the slow dances in the kitchen…” he licked his lips and smiled, his accent coming out thicker as emotion welled in his chest at confirmation that he wasn’t dreaming. “It started before you found me in Bucharest. But it wasn’t clear enough, and real small bits, like flashes.” he explained. “Being out of cryo finally gave me time to put them together. That’s part of why I asked Shuri to help me find you. I needed to find you.”

Steve nodded slowly and smiled softly. “Sometimes they’d get a bit put out that we weren’t bringing them back home with us,” he remembered. “But all I remember caring about was getting back home to being just with you. Even after the war, when I found you overseas… we shared a tent… the Howlies knew but they never said a word. Dum Dum didn’t leave my side for the first four days after you fell from the train. Then the mission came up and he didn’t have a choice. I know he probably hated it but then he took over and when I started looking over all the old files… he did a great job.” He sighed softly.

“I’m glad you found me, Bucky. I’ve missed you. I’ve missed so much about you… about us.”

Bucky laughed a little. “I would always go slow and easy. I didn’t want to hurt you.” The memories were frequent enough to put a timeline to it now, everything he’d remembered he had finally gotten in an order that made sense to him. He watched Steve, pale blue lighting with pure love as he watched the only man he’d ever loved speak. “They knew that us bein’ in love only made us deadlier in combat.” he explained. His smile fell a little. “I don’t…I don’t remember falling.” he replied. “I know I did, it’s how I lost my arm, but I don’t…” His hand squeezed Steve’s gently. “I remember the train, I remember the side exploding, and reaching for you, but the actual fall, being found….I don’t really remember any of that. It kind of goes from reaching to you straight to waking up after they attached my arm and telling me you’d died.” His vision blurred a little. “I killed dozens of them for the first year while they put me through all the conditioning. And yeah, they finally pulled all my memory out, but your were still there. Things that didn’t hinder my effectiveness as a weapon were still there. Staying to the right side in dark alleys, never putting anything in my left pockets, sleeping facing the doorway…none of them understood it. Hell, I didn’t even understand it until the conditioning started clearing up.” 

“I missed you, too. So much. You should know I would have found you anywhere, Stevie. I promised you I would always find a way home, wherever that was.” He leaned over to kiss Steve, hand moving to pull Steve closer to him. “I love you.”

Those We Leave Behind | lostshieldandhammer

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As they got into their room, Steve dropped down heavily onto the edge of the bed. “Wanda… Sam… Vision… T’Challa… Bucky…” he trailed off, feeling tears in his eyes again. “Peter… he was just a kid…” He looked up at his mate, talking about Peter Parker. “Stephen… Quill… we lost almost everyone, Peter… Shuri is sixteen years old and she’s having to rule Wakanda now with your mother’s help. They think… she and Bruce… they think they can find a way to reverse what’s happened but everyone needs time to heal… to… regroup…” He dropped his head into his hands, his whole body shaking.

Peter had intended on going to at least get some clothes for Steve to change into, but the moment Steve collapsed, the wolf couldn’t just leave Steve there. He was immediately next to his mate, perching behind him and wrapping his arms around Steve’s body. “Hey, we’ll figure it out. I promise. I’m right here, we all are.” he assured, kissing Steve’s head. “I know I don’t quite fully understand it, but I know I hurt when you hurt and seeing you like this is the worst pain I have ever imagined. What can I do?”

“I don’t know,” he answered in a shaky voice. “I just… I don’t even know what to do… I don’t know what to tell you to do. I just… I need time, Peter. Right now, I just need time and trying to get used to being back here at home again. I need to see the rest of the pack, too. I need to know they’re all okay. Let’s do that first. I can smell the food they’ve cooked. I know they’re wanting to see me.”

Peter closed his eyes and pressed another kiss to Steve’s head and held him close. “Let’s get you cleaned up.” he offered. The only one the pack lost was Theo, but there’s no great loss there.” he frowned a little. “Everyone is going to ask questions. I can tell them to leave it alone for now. We all need to grieve before we can regroup.” He carefully climbed from the bed to go get clothes. “Do you want a shower before we head downstairs?” he asked, looking through their drawers to grab clothes. 

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Steve looked up at him slowly. “You… you remember…” he said quietly. “You remember us?” He set the bottle down on the coffee table and gripped Bucky’s hand in his own. “What do you remember? When did you remember?”

Bucky couldn’t deny how good it felt to feel Steve’s hand in his own. “I’ve remembered bits and pieces.” he replied. “I remember going out and pretending we were takin’ girls out but we’d never bring them home and we shared your bed.” he replied. “I remember always bein’ worried about ya when ya got real sick. Singing ya to sleep and the slow dances in the kitchen…” he licked his lips and smiled, his accent coming out thicker as emotion welled in his chest at confirmation that he wasn’t dreaming. “It started before you found me in Bucharest. But it wasn’t clear enough, and real small bits, like flashes.” he explained. “Being out of cryo finally gave me time to put them together. That’s part of why I asked Shuri to help me find you. I needed to find you.”

Those We Leave Behind | lostshieldandhammer

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As they got into their room, Steve dropped down heavily onto the edge of the bed. “Wanda… Sam… Vision… T’Challa… Bucky…” he trailed off, feeling tears in his eyes again. “Peter… he was just a kid…” He looked up at his mate, talking about Peter Parker. “Stephen… Quill… we lost almost everyone, Peter… Shuri is sixteen years old and she’s having to rule Wakanda now with your mother’s help. They think… she and Bruce… they think they can find a way to reverse what’s happened but everyone needs time to heal… to… regroup…” He dropped his head into his hands, his whole body shaking.

Peter had intended on going to at least get some clothes for Steve to change into, but the moment Steve collapsed, the wolf couldn’t just leave Steve there. He was immediately next to his mate, perching behind him and wrapping his arms around Steve’s body. “Hey, we’ll figure it out. I promise. I’m right here, we all are.” he assured, kissing Steve’s head. “I know I don’t quite fully understand it, but I know I hurt when you hurt and seeing you like this is the worst pain I have ever imagined. What can I do?”