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Steve chuckled. “Oh they have. That’s a big thing… ham and pineapple pizza. Never tried it. Don’t have any plans to do so. They’ve also got a buffalo chicken pizza which is where they’ve taken fried chicken, coated it in hot sauce, chopped it up and then added it to the pizza as a topping with more hot sauce on top. That one’s pretty damn good, honestly.”

“My heart is breaking for all pizza lovers everywhere.” Bucky said with a laugh, taking another bite of the pizza and leaning back against the headboard. He grinned at the next option, though, humming. “Now that sounds like someone got smart to counteract the horrid atrocity of pineapple on a pizza.” He said, reaching to nudge Steve as he grinned. “Next time we get that, deal?”

Steve nodded. “Sure thing,” he answered with a soft smile as he went back to eating his pizza. He was quiet for several moments as he finished the slice in his hands and then sat there watching Bucky before he spoke again. “So now that you’ve found me… now that we’re… together again and all… what’s the plan?”

Bucky was chewing his last bite when Steve spoke, and he paused. “I…hadn’t thought that far. I just knew Shit I made me better and I needed to find you. T’Challa said I could stay and call Wakanda home, but I told ‘im I couldn’t. My home was wherever you were.” He paised to look up, pale eyes watching Steve. “We kind of played it by ear before, so I guess it was natural to think we’d just play it by ear again.” He replied.

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Steve sighed and moaned softly as Thor pressed his face into his neck and held him close. He rubbed his lover’s back gently. “The way you say that, call me those names… I love the way it sounds.” He pulled back and kissed Thor softly. “Let me clean up from all of this. You go get settled into bed and I’ll be right there, okay?”

Thor was reluctant to let go, but he smiled as Steve spoke. “All those titles belong to you, Steven.” he assured, moving to help gather the dishes. He helped to start them, making sure Steve was alright before going to their room, laying down and leaning back to watch the ceiling quietly. 

Once Steve had everything cleaned up and put away, he locked up their floor in the Tower, turned out the lights in the main rooms and headed to the bedroom, smiling softly frmo the doorway as he watched his lover laying on their bed. “See something interesting on the ceiling?” he asked in a teasing voice.

Thor looked over as Steve entered, smiling softly. “No, but I do see something much more interesting in front off me.” He smiled, rolling to his side and holsing out a hand. “No more nightmares for us tonight.” He mused. “We have each other.”

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Steve looked up at him slowly. “You… you remember…” he said quietly. “You remember us?” He set the bottle down on the coffee table and gripped Bucky’s hand in his own. “What do you remember? When did you remember?”

Bucky couldn’t deny how good it felt to feel Steve’s hand in his own. “I’ve remembered bits and pieces.” he replied. “I remember going out and pretending we were takin’ girls out but we’d never bring them home and we shared your bed.” he replied. “I remember always bein’ worried about ya when ya got real sick. Singing ya to sleep and the slow dances in the kitchen…” he licked his lips and smiled, his accent coming out thicker as emotion welled in his chest at confirmation that he wasn’t dreaming. “It started before you found me in Bucharest. But it wasn’t clear enough, and real small bits, like flashes.” he explained. “Being out of cryo finally gave me time to put them together. That’s part of why I asked Shuri to help me find you. I needed to find you.”

Steve nodded slowly and smiled softly. “Sometimes they’d get a bit put out that we weren’t bringing them back home with us,” he remembered. “But all I remember caring about was getting back home to being just with you. Even after the war, when I found you overseas… we shared a tent… the Howlies knew but they never said a word. Dum Dum didn’t leave my side for the first four days after you fell from the train. Then the mission came up and he didn’t have a choice. I know he probably hated it but then he took over and when I started looking over all the old files… he did a great job.” He sighed softly.

“I’m glad you found me, Bucky. I’ve missed you. I’ve missed so much about you… about us.”

Bucky laughed a little. “I would always go slow and easy. I didn’t want to hurt you.” The memories were frequent enough to put a timeline to it now, everything he’d remembered he had finally gotten in an order that made sense to him. He watched Steve, pale blue lighting with pure love as he watched the only man he’d ever loved speak. “They knew that us bein’ in love only made us deadlier in combat.” he explained. His smile fell a little. “I don’t…I don’t remember falling.” he replied. “I know I did, it’s how I lost my arm, but I don’t…” His hand squeezed Steve’s gently. “I remember the train, I remember the side exploding, and reaching for you, but the actual fall, being found….I don’t really remember any of that. It kind of goes from reaching to you straight to waking up after they attached my arm and telling me you’d died.” His vision blurred a little. “I killed dozens of them for the first year while they put me through all the conditioning. And yeah, they finally pulled all my memory out, but your were still there. Things that didn’t hinder my effectiveness as a weapon were still there. Staying to the right side in dark alleys, never putting anything in my left pockets, sleeping facing the doorway…none of them understood it. Hell, I didn’t even understand it until the conditioning started clearing up.” 

“I missed you, too. So much. You should know I would have found you anywhere, Stevie. I promised you I would always find a way home, wherever that was.” He leaned over to kiss Steve, hand moving to pull Steve closer to him. “I love you.”

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As they got into their room, Steve dropped down heavily onto the edge of the bed. “Wanda… Sam… Vision… T’Challa… Bucky…” he trailed off, feeling tears in his eyes again. “Peter… he was just a kid…” He looked up at his mate, talking about Peter Parker. “Stephen… Quill… we lost almost everyone, Peter… Shuri is sixteen years old and she’s having to rule Wakanda now with your mother’s help. They think… she and Bruce… they think they can find a way to reverse what’s happened but everyone needs time to heal… to… regroup…” He dropped his head into his hands, his whole body shaking.

Peter had intended on going to at least get some clothes for Steve to change into, but the moment Steve collapsed, the wolf couldn’t just leave Steve there. He was immediately next to his mate, perching behind him and wrapping his arms around Steve’s body. “Hey, we’ll figure it out. I promise. I’m right here, we all are.” he assured, kissing Steve’s head. “I know I don’t quite fully understand it, but I know I hurt when you hurt and seeing you like this is the worst pain I have ever imagined. What can I do?”

“I don’t know,” he answered in a shaky voice. “I just… I don’t even know what to do… I don’t know what to tell you to do. I just… I need time, Peter. Right now, I just need time and trying to get used to being back here at home again. I need to see the rest of the pack, too. I need to know they’re all okay. Let’s do that first. I can smell the food they’ve cooked. I know they’re wanting to see me.”

Peter closed his eyes and pressed another kiss to Steve’s head and held him close. “Let’s get you cleaned up.” he offered. The only one the pack lost was Theo, but there’s no great loss there.” he frowned a little. “Everyone is going to ask questions. I can tell them to leave it alone for now. We all need to grieve before we can regroup.” He carefully climbed from the bed to go get clothes. “Do you want a shower before we head downstairs?” he asked, looking through their drawers to grab clothes.