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Featured Ships – TMC PSA

Do we have a ship with any of my muses? Want to have it featured on my muse’s about page? Like this, message me or send in an ask (off anon). We can hash out details and once I get some decent free time, I can add your muse. đź’™

Quick Update

So things are slowly looking up. Stress level is nowhere near as high as it has been now that I’m getting ready to start my second job. But to check off a few things that have been working out.

  • I got my bank issue fixed and closed my account so I never have to worry about it going negative again.
  • Mom passed her driving test, on the first try, so now I don’t have to drive her everywhere when she needs to do stuff.
  • Cane’s is working around my other job’s schedule without any problems or complaints at all.
  • My other job is paying me $12/hr starting out, which will help so much once I start getting money coming in from both jobs.
  • My about pages are all set up, even if they aren’t all finished.
  • I got to go see Godsmack and Like a Storm for the first time and Shinedown for the second because of my roommate. (I need to buy something from them to mark my going since I couldn’t afford a badass t-shirt).

A lot has been looking up and I just need it to keep going that way to get me out of this weird emotional funk I’m in. Right now I’m foregoing eating much to catch up on bills, though, so if anyone can donate some money, even if it’s just like five dollars or so, it will be greatly appreciated. My paypal is snarkwolf@yahoo.com. I’ll totally write things for people who send stuff, just ask my buddy @ofdemonicmagic​ and my bae @beautifulxdangerous​ [I haven’t posted those yet, but I really should. Lol]. 

Work in three hours, so I’m gonna do a little bit of everything [choosing lyrics for about pages and a few replies/starters to post or queue]. I’ll be back around 11:30cst, but I need to go right to bed cuz I have an early day tomorrow with orientation. ❤

For all the support I’ve gotten from my followers and friends – not just in the messages to stay positive but to those who have donated to help me out – I have a surprise for everyone who has helped me, even if they don’t realize it. 

“The stories said that the bar had been bombed, hit in an attack, blown to smithereens and that Steve had sat in the middle of it all and mourned, but at this moment, looking into red rimmed eyes, a jaw clenched tight, Tony wondered if the bar hadn’t been bombed at all. Maybe Steve had destroyed it.” OHMYGODWHYYYYYYYYYYY. I will never be able to watch CATFA and watch that scene the same ever again. *sobs* I wasn’t ready for this when I got home but it’s as amazing as ever.

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themusechronicles:

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It sort of ruins that scene is CATFA right? I always thought that Bucky’s disappearance was sort of handled in a read between the lines kind of way? Like yes, obvs Steve is sad and he mentions that he can’t get drunk anymore, but its treated like “here we have our two minutes of grieving scene, move on, there’s more story to tell”. 

((And honestly I think its one of the reasons why so much of the (movie watching) fandom had such a hard time with CATWS and more importantly, CACW because for alot of people it was like, Wait, WHY is Steve freaking out over Bucky? We never really get to see that intense friendship in the movies that is present in the comics, and while CACW hints at it more, it still seemed to me like the MCU got to CACW and was like oh shit, I forgot they are supposed to be best friends we have to come up with a believable reason for Steve to turn his back on the team to save Bucky.))

Anyway, that short scene always bothered me and when I was re-watching the movie a few weeks back trying to figure out how to insert Tony into that particular scene I just thought, What if Steve had destroyed the bar? Like sure, maybe its a sentimental thing, he’s sitting in the bar where they had drank and had fun, but there are a thousand places like that he could have chosen to sit and mourn Bucky, why is he sitting in a destroyed bar and it was just like OH MY GOD WHAT IF HE DESTROYED IT. 

We all know Steve is capable of fucking some shit up, and even when he just gets a little intense while boxing he’s destroying those huge bags, so how much worse would it all have been when its his best friend that is gone?  

It both ruins that scene as much as it makes it so much better. Bringing over things from the comics has been a bit lacking in some things, and I think maybe that lack of bringing that intense friendship over is part of why the mcu had such a literal fan war over CACW. It’s heartbreaking that they never really gave us Steve grieving in CATFA, they just kind of made it seem like his grief was throwing himself into the mission and ignoring everything else. And while I’m sure Bucky’s death was a factor for that, Steve is multifaceted, and if anything else, you capture that every single time you write him. You capture the little things that bring him to life, like with everyone you write, and even as much as this story hurts, it’s always worth it.

I am curious to know if/when Steve figures out Tony is the same Tony from way back then. Cuz he’s just about lost everyone and I don’t know if I want to laugh, cry or both if or when he realizes it’s the same Tony.

Ive had a few specific scenes written out since I first started rough drafting this fic, and the scene where Steve realizes that Tony is TONY and the reasons why he didn’t realize it before— oh man that scene is gorgeous

I can’t wait. It’s going to be awesome, I know (you wrote it, why would it ever not be?). All the good vibes to help keep you’re words flowing! đź’™

“The stories said that the bar had been bombed, hit in an attack, blown to smithereens and that Steve had sat in the middle of it all and mourned, but at this moment, looking into red rimmed eyes, a jaw clenched tight, Tony wondered if the bar hadn’t been bombed at all. Maybe Steve had destroyed it.” OHMYGODWHYYYYYYYYYYY. I will never be able to watch CATFA and watch that scene the same ever again. *sobs* I wasn’t ready for this when I got home but it’s as amazing as ever.

not-close-to-straight:

It sort of ruins that scene is CATFA right? I always thought that Bucky’s disappearance was sort of handled in a read between the lines kind of way? Like yes, obvs Steve is sad and he mentions that he can’t get drunk anymore, but its treated like “here we have our two minutes of grieving scene, move on, there’s more story to tell”. 

((And honestly I think its one of the reasons why so much of the (movie watching) fandom had such a hard time with CATWS and more importantly, CACW because for alot of people it was like, Wait, WHY is Steve freaking out over Bucky? We never really get to see that intense friendship in the movies that is present in the comics, and while CACW hints at it more, it still seemed to me like the MCU got to CACW and was like oh shit, I forgot they are supposed to be best friends we have to come up with a believable reason for Steve to turn his back on the team to save Bucky.))

Anyway, that short scene always bothered me and when I was re-watching the movie a few weeks back trying to figure out how to insert Tony into that particular scene I just thought, What if Steve had destroyed the bar? Like sure, maybe its a sentimental thing, he’s sitting in the bar where they had drank and had fun, but there are a thousand places like that he could have chosen to sit and mourn Bucky, why is he sitting in a destroyed bar and it was just like OH MY GOD WHAT IF HE DESTROYED IT. 

We all know Steve is capable of fucking some shit up, and even when he just gets a little intense while boxing he’s destroying those huge bags, so how much worse would it all have been when its his best friend that is gone?  

It both ruins that scene as much as it makes it so much better. Bringing over things from the comics has been a bit lacking in some things, and I think maybe that lack of bringing that intense friendship over is part of why the mcu had such a literal fan war over CACW. It’s heartbreaking that they never really gave us Steve grieving in CATFA, they just kind of made it seem like his grief was throwing himself into the mission and ignoring everything else. And while I’m sure Bucky’s death was a factor for that, Steve is multifaceted, and if anything else, you capture that every single time you write him. You capture the little things that bring him to life, like with everyone you write, and even as much as this story hurts, it’s always worth it.

I am curious to know if/when Steve figures out Tony is the same Tony from way back then. Cuz he’s just about lost everyone and I don’t know if I want to laugh, cry or both if or when he realizes it’s the same Tony.