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The human in Derek wanted to flinch as Seth snared him, but the wolf wanted to coddle and scent an apologize. He slowly released his legs, moving to carefully lay a hand on Seth’s leg. “I love you, too.” He answered quietly. He was still for a moment before opening his arms. “Can I hold you?” He asked, trying so hard not to panic at thw thought of Seth telling him no. Derek hated himself right now more than he ever had in his life, and yet he wanted to curl Seth in his arms and just hold him until Seth healed, which was coming along quickly and that only meant one thing.

Seth would turn on the next full moon.

“Its okay if you don’t trust me, I just…I want you to know you’re safe with me, no matter what happened. I would do anything to keep you safe. Absolutely anything.”

“Y-Yeah, of course you can.” Seth replied before moving to crawl into Derek’s arms, settling himself comfortably. Seth licked his lip as he turned in Derek’s arms to face him. “I trust you. I trust everything about you. I’m… I’m sorry if it’ll take some time for me to not be scared when I’m around you, but just know it’s not you I’m afraid of.” He wasn’t sure if that made any sense, but it did to him and he seemed to be okay with that. Seth hesitantly leaned forward, pressing their lips together. “Even running away?” He asked softly, letting himself lean against the other contently. “Because I don’t like that idea. I want you to stay right here and cuddle the fuck out of me.” Seth huffed and wrapped his arms around Derek’s neck.

Derek gently held Seth, leaning to breathe in Seth’s scent. There was a new, underlying scent that Derek recognized as newly changing wolf. It both comforted and scared him to cat h it on his boyfriend. “I know it’s not really me. What those drugs did to me…that’s what you’re scared of. And I’m so sorry that it happened.” He melted into the kiss, fighting the insginct to pull him closer. Seth’s next words finally made a laugh escape him and he leaned to kiss him more firmly. “Seth, I would willingly die if it protected you. I meant it when I said I couldn’t handle losing you.” He assured. “Here is where you need me, where you feel safe, so here is where I’m going to be.” He carefully lifted a hand, making sure to show Seth there were no claws before running his go hers through dark hair. “I love you, Seth Mitchell. You are my heart and soul. I would be nothing without you.”

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Derek tensed, unable to look at Seth for the moment. “I…I broke my promise.” he said, his voice betraying him and breaking even as he tried to keep it even. “I swore I would never hurt you. And I could have killed you. I should have known it was you even with the drugs they’d given me.” His legs lifted so he could wrap his arms around him. “I’m so sorry, Seth. I never wanted to force this on you.” He felt like he was breaking inside, that once forgotten thoughhtabout being cursed coming right back with a force so strong it made his chest feel heavy and it was hard to breathe. “I don’t blame you if you hate me. I can’t blame you for it. But…” But I still love you even if I’m a monster. he finished in his mind, hiding his face to try and wipe away the tears.

“Are you fucking serious right now, dude? You should have known it was me?! Are the drugs still fucking with you?” He asked, stepping closer. “Derek there was no way you could have known. I don’t hate you.” Seth whispered, brows scrunching up in disgust at the thought of hating Derek. “You didn’t kill me, though. And even if you had, I wouldn’t have hated you. I know how drugs can affect your way of thinking. I know first hand what it can do to you and I know that had you been in your right mind, none of this would have happened. I love you.” Even though it was obvious how scared Seth was, he made his way even closer to Derek, allowing himself to sit beside him and nuzzled into his side. “And you can’t go around feeling bad about any of this because the others are great, but I need you to help me through all this.”

The human in Derek wanted to flinch as Seth snared him, but the wolf wanted to coddle and scent an apologize. He slowly released his legs, moving to carefully lay a hand on Seth’s leg. “I love you, too.” He answered quietly. He was still for a moment before opening his arms. “Can I hold you?” He asked, trying so hard not to panic at thw thought of Seth telling him no. Derek hated himself right now more than he ever had in his life, and yet he wanted to curl Seth in his arms and just hold him until Seth healed, which was coming along quickly and that only meant one thing.

Seth would turn on the next full moon.

“Its okay if you don’t trust me, I just…I want you to know you’re safe with me, no matter what happened. I would do anything to keep you safe. Absolutely anything.”

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Seth had every right to be angry at Derek, but found that he couldn’t. He didn’t know what the other had been going through, and maybe trying to help had been a bad idea but it wasn’t something he could change now and even if he could, he doubted that he’d want to. After convincing everyone he was fine, Seth shakily made his way up to the roof, keeping a distance from Derek. “H-Hey.” He stated softly, crossing his arms as if he was trying to hold himself together. “It… It’s not your fault. What happened. It’s not your fault.” He wasn’t really sure if he was trying to convince Derek or himself more, though.

Derek tensed, unable to look at Seth for the moment. “I…I broke my promise.” he said, his voice betraying him and breaking even as he tried to keep it even. “I swore I would never hurt you. And I could have killed you. I should have known it was you even with the drugs they’d given me.” His legs lifted so he could wrap his arms around him. “I’m so sorry, Seth. I never wanted to force this on you.” He felt like he was breaking inside, that once forgotten thoughhtabout being cursed coming right back with a force so strong it made his chest feel heavy and it was hard to breathe. “I don’t blame you if you hate me. I can’t blame you for it. But…” But I still love you even if I’m a monster. he finished in his mind, hiding his face to try and wipe away the tears.

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Derek sat out on the roof, eyes red from crying. He was home, but he didn’t want to be. He’d rather be dead than anywhere near the loft. He hadn’t meant to attack Seth, let alone bite him. They’d done a great job of bandaging and keeping Seth alive, but Derek couldn’t bear to be in the same room. He’d sworn to Seth he would never hurt him, and yet when he’d been kidnapped, trapped in a room surrounded by moonstone and drugged heavily, his first instinct had been to escape by any means, and it was too late to fix it. He was certain Seth would hate him, and it hurt so deep the only thing the alpha could do was sit on the roof where they’d shared so many nights just talking and cry. 

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Derek wanted to kiss away all the bad that had ever touched his boyfriend. He eased the shirt off his body, hands running beneath Seth’s to run over his abdomen and up to take it off and toss it aside. “Is there a…particular way you want me?” he asked softly, kissing along Seth’s collarbone. 

Seth shivered. “I… as much as I hate admitting this, I don’t think I’m ready for uh… my butt to be explored that way but maybe we can ease me into that at some point?” He questioned, biting his lip.

Derek nodded, leaning to kiss him again. “Just tell me what you want, and I’ll give it to you.” he promised quietly, almost purring as he ran his hand over his lover’s body. “I swear.”

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Stiles

Stiles was quiet for several moments, thinking of what Derek had said. “You’re probably right,” he said quietly. “That night in the woods…” He looked over at Peter. “The night you bit Scott…. I think I already knew you were there, honestly. I remember feeling… something. That night I dreamed of the fire at the manor.” He looked back down at his food. “Of course, looking back, I don’t think I knew it was that particular fire. I just… remember dreaming about it. And when Scott started going through everything, I just had this… knowledge about it all that just came from seemingly nowhere.” He pushed the food around on his plate for a bit before taking a few small bites.

“Deaton said it was just my own internal magic and knowledge coming out because it finally had a reason to manifest. I just didn’t know how to use it until later on…”

Peter looked away at the mention of his first time as an alpha, still uncomfortable to talk about it to this day. “You were only like ten when the fire happened, Stiles. The fact that you put together it was the fire years later is astounding.” he replied, reaching to run his fingers through Stiles’ hair. “Regardless, this situation has been rough on all of us, and it’s our job to make sure you’re alright.” he replied, frowning a little when their little druids usually fierce appetite seemed smaller. “Try to eat, Stiles. We’re going to take care of you and you don’t have see Scott for the rest of the weekend. We’ll handle the issue about school later.” he promised. 

Derek leaned to kiss Stiles’ head. “Eat and we’ll get you a shower and then you can sleep, I promise.” 

Seth

Seth nodded, a small smile on his lips. “Always,” He whispered, pulling away from the kiss. “I love you, I trust you. And that’s… you know, that’s a hard thing for me to do, but if I could only ever trust one person, it’d be you.”

Derek wanted to kiss away all the bad that had ever touched his boyfriend. He eased the shirt off his body, hands running beneath Seth’s to run over his abdomen and up to take it off and toss it aside. “Is there a…particular way you want me?” he asked softly, kissing along Seth’s collarbone. 

Seth

Seth squirmed slightly at the kiss to his neck, giving a slight huff in response. “Bed.” He whispered, pressing another kiss to Derek’s lips. “Although right here isn’t seeming too bad of an option right now.”

Derek huffed a laugh, pressing another kiss to Seth’s neck before moving to pick him up and carry him with ease to his bedroom. He was quiet as he laid Seth down, leaning over to kiss him again, running a calloused hand through the other’s hair. “If you get uncomfortable, tell me?” he asked, giving a reassuring smile.

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Stiles

Stiles gave the older wolf a sheepish look and nodded slowly. “I just didn’t feel like doing anything, honestly. I probably haven’t really left the bedroom or or our bed there since I got here, except for the occasional use of the bathroom or something.” Derek set the plate down in front of him and he sighed, inhaling the scent of the food and feeling his mouth water as he did so. “This is going to be perfect,” he said as he picked up his knife and fork and started cutting in to the food that was there. He watched Derek hand Peter a plate then come back with his own and finally, they were all sitting there together once more. This was what he missed while away… the comfort of having his lovers, his mates, close to him, helping him feel safe and secure.

Peter gave a little nod, reaching to comb his fingers through dark hair. “We understand, Stiles. You’re more attuned to the supernatural than you think.” he explained. “We aren’t the first to see it, though.”

“Not the first but apparently the only ones who care.” Derek said pointedly, making sure his mates were eating before taking a bite of his own food. “I think you were attuned to it before Scott ever turned.”

Peter looked up as he ate, swallowing a bite as he hummed wistfully. “Well, that would make all the difference.” he mused quietly, clearly thinking out loud.