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Seth had every right to be angry at Derek, but found that he couldn’t. He didn’t know what the other had been going through, and maybe trying to help had been a bad idea but it wasn’t something he could change now and even if he could, he doubted that he’d want to. After convincing everyone he was fine, Seth shakily made his way up to the roof, keeping a distance from Derek. “H-Hey.” He stated softly, crossing his arms as if he was trying to hold himself together. “It… It’s not your fault. What happened. It’s not your fault.” He wasn’t really sure if he was trying to convince Derek or himself more, though.

Derek tensed, unable to look at Seth for the moment. “I…I broke my promise.” he said, his voice betraying him and breaking even as he tried to keep it even. “I swore I would never hurt you. And I could have killed you. I should have known it was you even with the drugs they’d given me.” His legs lifted so he could wrap his arms around him. “I’m so sorry, Seth. I never wanted to force this on you.” He felt like he was breaking inside, that once forgotten thoughhtabout being cursed coming right back with a force so strong it made his chest feel heavy and it was hard to breathe. “I don’t blame you if you hate me. I can’t blame you for it. But…” But I still love you even if I’m a monster. he finished in his mind, hiding his face to try and wipe away the tears.

All I Ever Needed | sttormsofnight

Derek sat out on the roof, eyes red from crying. He was home, but he didn’t want to be. He’d rather be dead than anywhere near the loft. He hadn’t meant to attack Seth, let alone bite him. They’d done a great job of bandaging and keeping Seth alive, but Derek couldn’t bear to be in the same room. He’d sworn to Seth he would never hurt him, and yet when he’d been kidnapped, trapped in a room surrounded by moonstone and drugged heavily, his first instinct had been to escape by any means, and it was too late to fix it. He was certain Seth would hate him, and it hurt so deep the only thing the alpha could do was sit on the roof where they’d shared so many nights just talking and cry. 

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“A-Are you drunk again?” Seth questioned softly as he stepped closer to the other male. Lifting his hand up, Seth gently grabbed a hold of the others hand, a slight frown on his face. “I thought we were stopping with doing all that?”

“Takes more than a beer to get an Arcadian drunk, Seth.” Alizair said as he sipped the bottle, chuckling. “Besides it’s root beer, not real beer. Gotta stay sober if I’m gonna keep my job, after all.” he said, offering the bottle. “Where ya been? Haven’t seen you in weeks. Thought you’d run off or something.”

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“A-Are you drunk again?” Seth questioned softly as he stepped closer to the other male. Lifting his hand up, Seth gently grabbed a hold of the others hand, a slight frown on his face. “I thought we were stopping with doing all that?”

Elliot frowned a little. “Not drunk yet, love.” he replied. “Just a bad day, is all.” He moved to tug Seth into his lap. “Haven’t seen you in a few days. Missed you.”

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Derek wanted to kiss away all the bad that had ever touched his boyfriend. He eased the shirt off his body, hands running beneath Seth’s to run over his abdomen and up to take it off and toss it aside. “Is there a…particular way you want me?” he asked softly, kissing along Seth’s collarbone. 

Seth shivered. “I… as much as I hate admitting this, I don’t think I’m ready for uh… my butt to be explored that way but maybe we can ease me into that at some point?” He questioned, biting his lip.

Derek nodded, leaning to kiss him again. “Just tell me what you want, and I’ll give it to you.” he promised quietly, almost purring as he ran his hand over his lover’s body. “I swear.”

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“Do you maybe just want to… spend the night?” Seth questioned, wringing his hands.

Tara tilted his head, licking his lips in slight nervousness. “I, uh…do you want me to?” He asked, looking at the other male. “I mean, I want to, Is love to, baby. I just…I don’t want to impose, Seth.” He replied as he reached to lay a hand on Seth’s knee. “I just have to call and let Papa know or he’ll worry.”

“You don’t have to be so gentle with me.” (Seth to whoever)

“If I wasn’t, I might hurt you. We both know my dad wouldn’t exactly like his best soldier hurt, espeially by heir to the title.” Malia smirked, tossing hair over her shoulder.

“Besides, the bite will hurt a helluva lot more if you’re not strong enough to take it.” She knew Peter had offered it to the male despite it being kept relatively under wraps, and she was intrigued. Her father offering to turn someone was an offer very few ever received. 

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“Do you maybe just want to… spend the night?” Seth questioned, wringing his hands.

Malika paused and turned to look at him, giving a quiet little smile. She waited a moment before walking back to him, leaning in to kiss him. “Since the first time you kissed me.” She admitted. “My silent protector.” She knew her family had her guards older, but Seth was the only one in the family close enough to her age and when they’d first gotten together, it uad been a secret. Until someone had tried to drug her and ended up missing a hand. “I’ll have to borrow a shirt, though.” She teased with a smile.