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If Seth hadn’t been as focused on not freaking out as he had been, Seth would have berated him for treating him like he’d break easily. Though to be fair, Seth had for a bit. “I’d be better if my boyfriend stopped treating me like a ragdoll and started fucking me.” He growled out, lips pressing against the other’s cheek. “I promised I’d stop you if it was too much.”

Derek couldn’t help the soft laugh, tilting his head to kiss Seth fully. “I just don’t want to hurt you.” He countered lovingly, adjusting so he could put on a condom and ease into his lover. “You are everything to me, Seth.” He breathed, moving so he could kiss and nibble a mark into pale flesh.

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Seth smiled softly at him, grateful that Derek had listened to him – that he understood what Seth was trying to say. “I know.” He whispered, tilting his head and moaning at the kiss to his pulse and again when he could feel Derek’s hand between his legs. “D-Derek, please.” Seth bit down on his lip, eyes closing.

Derek moved carefully but with a quicker peace, going as quickly as he could. He kept his attention on Seth, wanting to make sure he picked up on any changes from his boyfriend’s emotional state. After a few moments of prepping him, he leaned to kiss him again. “Are you still okay, Seth?” he asked.

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Seth sighed as he kissed him back. “You won’t.” Seth promised, his arms wrapping around Derek’s neck. “I want this. I need to be able to do this with you. And – And I know even if I can’t you’ll still love me and stay with me and this isn’t about that. It’s not.” He admitted, shaking his head. “I wouldn’t do it if it was about that. I don’t know how to explain why I need to be able to do this.” Seth pressed his lips back to Derek’s and nipped his bottom lip playfully. “Can you just… not go to slow at first? Like don’t like… drag it out, I guess. Like the first few minutes?”

Derek listened to him, nodding a little. “I think I understand.” he offered, kissing back and letting his hands wander over Seth’s body. “If you can’t, just tell me to stop and you know I will.” he swore, nuzzling his neck and kissing at his pulse, reminding himself to go quicker than before but not too fast. While one hand moved to hold himself up, the other moved to dip between Seth’s legs and tease his entrance. 

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“I’m sorry.” He murmured again before a strangled laugh left his lips. “I know you’re not. I just… I want to be able to give you everything you want. I want to be able to do these things.” Seth found himself frowning. “C-Could we try again? I need a few moments but – but I can do this. I need to be able to do this.”

Derek frowned a little at how affected his boyfriend was. “Hey, hey, calm down.” he murmured, leaning to kiss him. He waited a moment until Seth had calmed and then leaned in to nuzzle. “We can try, but if I push you too far…Seth I can’t handle that.”

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“Just continue doing what you’re doing.” Seth demanded, keeping his eyes glued shut. “I’ll be fine. I’m fine. I promise, Derek.” He breathed out. God, he felt so pathetic. After a few seconds he shook his head, resting his hands against Derek’s chest. “I- I can’t do this. Not yet. I’m sorry.” He whispered, tears forming in his eyes. “I”m sorry.”

Derek didn’t hesitate to pull away, moving to bring Seth to him and kissing his head. “Don’t be sorry.” he said quietly. “Never ever be sorry, Seth.” he assured, petting his boyfriend. “I’m not going anywhere.”

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Seth closed his eyes as Derek kissed down his body, a hum falling from his lips. “I love you, too.” He stated softly, keeping his breathing normal. Last thing he wanted was to have a panic attack during their first time.

The wolf could tell Seth was worried, or at least anxious, and he kissed a trail back up his boyfriend’s body. “Hey, I got you.” He said huskily, brushing his nose against Seth’s. “Tell me what I need to do.” He didn’t want to cross a line Seth wasn’t comfortable with.

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Derek nodded, leaning to kiss him again. “Just tell me what you want, and I’ll give it to you.” he promised quietly, almost purring as he ran his hand over his lover’s body. “I swear.”

“I want you.” He answered honestly, looking into the other males eyes. “That’s all I want. That’s all I could ever want.” He kissed him back softly.

Derek moved quietly, kissing his way down Seth’s body. He was gentle ans he carefully removed the other’s clothes, taking his time to kiss over his boyfriend’s body. “You’re perfect, Seth.” he practically purred, nuzzling at Seth’s hip as he pressed a kiss to soft skin. “I love you.”

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Derek wanted to kiss away all the bad that had ever touched his boyfriend. He eased the shirt off his body, hands running beneath Seth’s to run over his abdomen and up to take it off and toss it aside. “Is there a…particular way you want me?” he asked softly, kissing along Seth’s collarbone. 

Seth shivered. “I… as much as I hate admitting this, I don’t think I’m ready for uh… my butt to be explored that way but maybe we can ease me into that at some point?” He questioned, biting his lip.

Derek nodded, leaning to kiss him again. “Just tell me what you want, and I’ll give it to you.” he promised quietly, almost purring as he ran his hand over his lover’s body. “I swear.”

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Seth nodded, a small smile on his lips. “Always,” He whispered, pulling away from the kiss. “I love you, I trust you. And that’s… you know, that’s a hard thing for me to do, but if I could only ever trust one person, it’d be you.”

Derek wanted to kiss away all the bad that had ever touched his boyfriend. He eased the shirt off his body, hands running beneath Seth’s to run over his abdomen and up to take it off and toss it aside. “Is there a…particular way you want me?” he asked softly, kissing along Seth’s collarbone. 

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Seth squirmed slightly at the kiss to his neck, giving a slight huff in response. “Bed.” He whispered, pressing another kiss to Derek’s lips. “Although right here isn’t seeming too bad of an option right now.”

Derek huffed a laugh, pressing another kiss to Seth’s neck before moving to pick him up and carry him with ease to his bedroom. He was quiet as he laid Seth down, leaning over to kiss him again, running a calloused hand through the other’s hair. “If you get uncomfortable, tell me?” he asked, giving a reassuring smile.